Weekly Finds

Weekly finds that encouraged me, challenged me and set my heart alight for His kingdom!

BLOG: This blog post was shared to me by a close friend. It came at such an opportune time as I am praying on the next steps for my life. God Has a Wonderful Plan for Your Life


PODCAST: A podcast I listened to this week about Latin America. Miguel Nunez is a great pastor that truly loves the Lord and seeks for His gospel to be proclaimed throughout Latin America. Nunez goes in depth regarding social, cultural, historical and doctrinal reasons why the Gospel isn’t getting preached and spreading as it should and how we, as a body of believers can help! Latin America Reformation 


MUSIC: Banda Horizonte is a church worship group from Ensenada, Mexico. They have a few albums out of English covers in Spanish. Just this month they came out with a Christmas EP! The EP includes O Come All Ye Faithful, Silent Night, O Holy Night and two other songs. All in Spanish! If you’d like a taste of Spanish Christmas music, check them out! Venid Fieles Todos



  1. The past month or so, I’ve been reading in the book of Hebrews. It has been such an amazing book to read. Especially this month as I prepare my heart for His advent. I’ve loved reading in the first few chapters; how it perfectly explains who Jesus is and how He became a little lower than the angels to be our High Priest and Apostle. To help with the reading and understanding of this book, I’ve been listening to Pastor John MacArthur’s sermons on Hebrews as well as some commentary from Pastor John Piper.
  2. “The Attributes of God” by: A.W. Tozer. I started this book, actually PDF on my phone, earlier in the summer. This book, is amazing! Tozer goes through 19 attributes of God. They’re each explained in great detail and in such simplicity yet shocking depth that leaves you in awe as you ponder the Almighty. Each chapter is 1 attribute and consists of 2-3 pages to read. It’s very easy to break it up, use as a devotional alongside scripture or as something to meditate on throughout the week. I’ve gone through this book about 4 times already!


SCRIPTURE: And do not be conformed to this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind, that you may prove what is that good and acceptable and perfect will of God. Romans 12.2


2 Years Down and Counting…

Here we are! Already into October and Autumn is in full swing! How exciting it is for me when the seasons change, it gets colder (it’s been FREEZING in the mornings), leaves are falling, changing colors and fuzzy socks are now acceptable to wear. Today, as we were driving to church, we saw some beautiful trees that were between orange, yellow and green, with the leaves falling in the wind. It was such a beautiful sight!

Last month, I celebrated my two year anniversary of moving to Bachiniva. It was a sweet day of reminiscing and I got a little emotional thinking about all that the Lord has accomplished and is continuing to do.

That day, I moved into a new room on the girl’s hallway with some new interns, we organized our room, got things settled and were getting excited for the new season that God was bringing us into. As most of you now know, I’m a reminscer, so of course, I broke out my old journals and started reading journal entries from the past couple years. I started laughing to myself as I read my journal from when I first arrived. If you already don’t know the story, to sum it up in few words…It was awful. My first three months in Mexico were very difficult, I had a terrible attitude and didn’t want to be here. Then, when I see how much He changed my heart for this town and these children, I can’t help but praise His goodness!

My journal entry from exactly a year was quite a shock to me. I prayed for many things for this coming year, but one was the most prominent. I prayed specifically for the Lord to stretch me, grow and for my faith to be tested. Man, did the Lord come through!

This past year, I think I’m able to say, has been the most difficult year of my life. Truly. April was about the start of my whole world shifting. The Lord was showing me more of His sovereignty through His word. My faith was shaken, I had many doubts of what I believed, what I was called down here for, if I should have gone to school, if I made a mistake committing to serving at the orphanage. I doubted if my service was for the right reasons, I thought through what it’d be like to move back to the states, I wondered if I was “missing-out” on the usual 20 year old life. I questioned the Lord’s goodness in my life, if He really was my Savior, I was emotionally stressed, exhausted and overwhelmed.

Even now, as I write this, all those emotions and thoughts are so easily on the outskirts that it doesn’t take long for them to creep back in.

But, through it all, the past 6-7 months, the Lord has been so faithful and so constant and so ever present that I know Bachiniva is where He has called me to be. In the battle against my doubts, questions, “what-ifs” and uncertainty, the Lord, faithfully, as He ever does, led me and guided. With His sweet, beautiful, life-breathing word. This past year was the year of God revealing more of Himself to me, through His word. Truthfully, it was painful. Painful, humbling, shocking and beautiful.

The Lord also put amazing friends in my life. Friends that you do life with. Hard talks, sharing of the heart, encouraging one another through scripture and crying. Lots of crying took place. A lot of questions were asked. Truth was spoken and sin was called out.

A couple weeks ago I spoke with a close mentor of mine, someone who has been a part of my life for over 5 years. As I shared all of this with him, I jokingly said that when people speak of being “in the trenches” if there could be anything harder than what the past few months have brought. He shared very seriously, “Angelica, I think you’re in the trenches now.” Him saying that to me was such a shock, because as difficult as this past year was, I didn’t ever think about it being my “trench” year. I always thought I would be brought through something more difficult for it to be described as me going through the trenches. As I thought more of what this year brought, I knew he was right. This year was my trench year. I’m sure the Lord will bring me through more trenches. To purify me, refine me and glorify Him. But for the time being, this is it.

Now, as I look back and see what the Lord has done, there is absolutely nothing I would change. Nothing. I have never felt closer or more in love with the Lord than I have now. While I’m writing this, I know, without a doubt in my mind, that this is where I am to be. Surrounded by kids. Washing dishes, washing clothes, cooking food, laughing, crying, playing UNO over and over again. Singing the same songs, telling the same kid to pick up their sweater for the 5th time. Bachiniva, Mexico is my home. The Lord didn’t make a mistake when He called me to serve here long term. He knew exactly what He was doing when He planned for me to spend the last years of my teens and the beginning of my twenty’s taking care of 15+ children. Because of confidence and faithfulness the Lord has constantly shown in my life, I know there is nothing else in the world I would want to do right now nor anything that I regret not doing.


***These next couple weeks will be my last ones before I head up to the States for my furlough. I’m excited to head back, see friends and family and share with my church of all the things the Lord has done!

Please be in constant prayer for my time here as I prepare to leave. For me to finish strong and trust in the Lord to guard these kids as I leave. Also please pray for my time in the States. That I would get rest, good time of refreshment as I look ahead for the coming years and sweet memories be made with friends and family.

If any of you would like to hear more of what the Almighty has done in Bachiniva, I’d love to meet up! I’ll be in the Seattle area from November 1-12. I’ll be sharing at my church in Puyallup on Sunday November 5th. Contact me for any more info!

Thank you all for your prayer and constant support in my life. The Lord has been so good to me with all of the friends He has allowed me to have. I’m so very thankful for each of you!

Summer In Bachiniva

This past summer has come and gone way faster than I could have imagined.

School got out on the 12th of July and began on Monday! We all want a little more time of summer, yet some of us, more than others, are ready for fall, cold mornings and routine! I never really understood the necessity of routine that parents always talked about until I came here. “Routine” and “schedule” are some of my favorite words!

The first week of summer brought VBS in the mornings and a fun time for all the kids. The songs and crafts were great and are still stuck in our heads. After that, most of the kids left except for three: Juan, Luis and Natalia.

We all had such a sweet time over the next week with these three special ones. With Natalia being the only girl at the orphanage, she bunked in my room and we made a “Summer Activity List” that she could check off after accomplishing something. Her list included going to the movies, movie nights, cooking with the adults, eating hamburgers and a lot more. It was a little sad at first seeing her stay and be the only girl, but it worked out amazingly, praise God. Natalia and I read, watched movies, laughed, watched more movies (sorry Jason 😉 ), played in the rain, ate hamburgers, went on picnics, baked cookies and cinnamon rolls (thanks for your help, Jessie!) and went on many fun outings.

One of my favorite days was one Saturday when we still had Gladis and Angel with us. We all left in the morning, drove out to another town about an hour away to go for a picnic lunch. As we drove we stopped and saw some deer, made another stop at a gas station to stock up on snacks, another stop for coffee and strawberries and cream, then to the Mennonite Park! It was so beautiful driving in the Mennonite towns. Their grass was so green and perfectly cut, with gorgeous brick houses and amazing crystal windows. The park we went to had a huge playground for all the kids, little gazebos with bench seating and a little bookstore, that I had such a blast checking out.

During the drive, NeedToBreathe was playing on the speakers and snacks were getting eaten. The older kids all played soccer in the rain and mud and the younger kids had a blast playing on the massive park that included swings, slides, bridges and a little play car. We all enjoyed a nice sandwich and chip lunch inside the gazebos, a quick walk and some more soccer. On the drive home, we tried taking the scenic route and got stuck in the mud 🙂 Which was quite the adventure! We made it back in the pouring rain, relaxed, made a delicious dinner of stuffed peppers with ground beef and cheese wrapped in bacon. Then we all headed to bed.

The next few days included more relaxing, reading, cooking, laughter and nature walks down to the river. Cleaning and laundry were put on hold since there wasn’t much mess from the few kids that stayed. It rained cats and dogs for most of summer break, which I was very happy with!

Most all the kids started showing up that Sunday so our break was short-lived, but it was still such a blessing and so fun. Once all the kids came back, our schedule was a little off but we still had a lot of freedom to walk and play in the river, go to the store, play outside, watch movies, have Bible studies, cooking and anything else we could think of.

This past summer was my second one down here in Bachiniva and a truly blessed time. The Lord was so good to give me and all the staff some time to sleep, relax and dig into His word without rushing around and without so many distractions. I had such a blessed couple weeks with Natalia as the only girl here. We were able to bond like never before and she flourished immensely. She learned how to make cinnamon rolls and how to cook Spaghetti. Her love for reading grew as well as her desire to learn more about God and His Son Jesus.

Now with school in full swing, I know all of the staff are ready. Kids included. We all have high hopes of what this next year will bring. Although no day will pass without a little road bump, or a big one, everyone is ready, excited and waiting on the Lord as He continues to lead us and guide in this big ministry of His in raising and caring for 17 beautiful children.


  1. Prayer for all the kids: that they’d be excited for this new season of school. They’d all try their hardest and work unto the Lord and not for the praise of men.
  2.  For myself, that I would use this next year to grow in the Lord, to put Him then the kids before myself. My biggest prayer is to have this next year be one of sacrifice and working to glorify Him and not myself.
  3. Please be in prayer also for all of the work that is to be accomplished. That all of us staff, myself especially, that we wouldn’t be so stressed and overwhelmed at everything that needs to get done. But that we’d worry about today only and let the Lord guide us each day as we wake up and seek Him.



Little by Little

Tuesday morning, I had the most blessed opportunity to attend Erasmo and Mariana’s junior high graduation!

The morning started off with me curling Mariana’s hair and doing her makeup. It was such a sweet time in my room. Carolina, was also there and I was able to speak in depth the beginnings of the Gospel to them. In my personal reading, I am learning a lot about God’s sovereignty and His attributes. So as I began curling Mariana’s hair little by little, I began speaking of God. His immutability, His sovereignty, His perfection, His creation before and after the fall, His decree and His plan for the salvation of man.

It was the first time in a while that they listened to what I was sharing, asked questions and seemed to really grasp the truth. This was a huge answered prayer as I’ve been praying for natural, opportune times to occur with these girls to gently yet firmly share with them who is God and who we are as fallen man. Please continue to pray that God give me wisdom and show me when to speak, hold my tongue and what to say. Also that the hearts of the girls be open to the truth.

With finishing touches of hair and makeup, it was time to go! Erasmo and Mariana are the first 2 in their family to have made it so far in their education. They’re the only ones to have graduated 9th grade! It was such a special day as Jackie, Julie and I were able to sit in the front row and cheer them on! They both looked so happy and excited to be a part of such a monumental life moment.

When all the students walked out I was taking pictures and yelling, as I do, and got quite emotional to think of all that these 2 have been through, have come out of and are accomplishing! Seeing the both of them sitting side by side, walk up and across the stage and get their junior high certificate was such a blessing and encouragement to me and my soul.


To know that little by little, things are moving along down here in Bachiniva is an honor to see. Kids are learning. Though it may be slow, oh so slow, strenuous, tedious work. Kids are growing both physically, emotionally, mentally and spiritually. Kids are hearing of the Gospel, God’s joyous news that leads to salvation. Kids are learning life skills. How to cook, clean, take care of younger kids, how to care for themselves, self-discipline. They’re learning how to dream and plan. How to work hard, rest, laugh, enjoy life and learning what it means to be in a safe home.

In this ministry, working with kids, things are VERY slow in producing fruit. As I’m sure most all with kids are aware. There are some areas in where fruit is still waiting to be shown. In the past almost 2 years of doing ministry down here, the verses from the books of Isaiah and Matthew have never rang so true in my heart.

Isaiah 55:11- “So is My word [as the rain and snow] that goes out from My mouth will not return to Me empty, but it will accomplish what I please and will prosper in what I send it to do.”

Matthew 6:33-34- “But seek first the kingdom of God and His righteousness, and all these things will be provided for you. Therefore don’t worry about tomorrow, because tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own.”

In what can become the rut of every day life, there is hope. In the daily cleaning, cooking, working, homework, discipline, tears, laughter, etc. the Lord is moving. He is working. He has ordained all things from beginning to end since before the foundation of the world. In what seems minuscule and unimportant, the Lord is holding it in His hands. A major point of encouragement for me is knowing that my task, my job, my ministry is to be obedient to God, serve Him, honor Him and share the gospel. To seek His kingdom first. And in doing that, His word will be accomplished for what He so pleases and it will prosper in what He sends it to do.


As the end of this school year comes to an end, PRAISE GOD, little by little, things are coming to light. Having our first pair of junior highers graduate and make it to high school is a huge honor and a major accomplishment. Knowing that our kids are learning how to write, read, add, subtract, multiply and divide is awesome! To see them in the kitchen making dinner for 25 people is such a glimpse of the Lord’s heart for serving. Watching the kids take care of themselves, each other and all those around them is a sign of growth and maturity that they wouldn’t otherwise have had.

The Lord is faithful. He blesses the work of His servants. Those with humble hearts and contrite spirits. He loves to see orphans cared for. He desires for all to come to repentance and to a saving knowledge of His grace. God also knows that those things take time. That for us impatient humans, we may be waiting a lifetime for prayers to be answered and for fruit to bear. Yet we can still trust and hope in Him. Knowing that He is outside of our realm of time and space. He is omniscient and omnipresent and unchanging.

Little by little things will come to pass.


Goodbye, Spring. Hello, Summer!

Hello everyone!

I can’t believe we’re about to enter into July! How fast 2017 is flying by!

Over the past few months so much has taken place. Here is a little recap plus some things I’ve things learned:


-In April, I celebrated my 1 year anniversary of officially moving to Mexico

-The season of missions teams have started

-My Mum finally came to see my new home

-School is almost over, Praise the Lord

-I’ve learned that Theology isn’t as intimidating as I once thought

-Dehydration is a real thing. So drink water

-The best moments occur when you least expect them

-The Father truly does know His children. How to bless them, test them, refine them, love them.

– Friendship and community are necessary for the Christian life

-Summer has come raging in with a vengeance

-Getting healthy is hard but worth it

-Laughter is  medicine

-Coffee is life

-Rain is lovely. It gives life

-Raising children is about 10% words and 90% action

-Grace is a gift. Salvation is undeserved yet given according to His good pleasure.


These last few months have been such a whirlwind. Filled with many tears, hot, sweaty days, humbling moments and laughter. The Lord has pressed so deeply onto my heart about sharing the gospel with these kids. Taking in every moment with them, being the light in their life, loving them, being patient, talking of Jesus and His death on the cross.

If you know me, you know I’ve taken care of children practically my whole life. I love kids, I do well with them, I’m pretty much a kid myself so we click well. But being down here has shifted my entire life. Completely. Not only am I a friend, but I’m also a caregiver, a sister, a mom, a Christian, a Gospel sharer and anything else you can think of. Each job title comes with it’s own description. Yet, each description as one word or a phrase in common…Gospel. In everything that Lord has called me to be, my first point in doing that job is to share the gospel. As a caregiver, I share the gospel, as a sister, mom, Christian, etc. I am to share the Gospel.

The Lord has been teaching me the seriousness and urgency of this reality. Sharing the Gospel. My time with the kids is in the Lord’s hands. I may want to stay forever but He may take me away from them tomorrow. I am called to redeem the time, and one way I can do that is by sharing the Gospel in every moment of every day. It’s hard. There are moments when I don’t want to say a thing. I just want to scold the kids, tell them no, play with them and leave it at that. But I can’t and I shouldn’t. The lives of these kids have been entrusted into my hands along with 6 others. We have been called to share Jesus with them. It’s a serious thing. Yet God is faithful. He is all powerful. He is gracious. In my flesh moments, He is there to cover me and lead me back again. In my moments of messing it up, He blesses me with more opportunities to share with the kids. It’s hard. It’s messy. It can get uncomfortable. But it’s life. I’ve been called to live it and God is keeping me until the end, to finish the work He has begun.


The kids are all doing fantastic. Everyone is itching to be done with school (adults included). The heat came about a month ago with no rest for the weak. We’re all hot and sweat most of the time and have 0 desire for much. However, with summer here, kids’ bedtimes have been extended and there is more time for outside play! This week the rain has begun to fall. Which is one of the most amazing things! it does bring back some memories of last summer ( you can read about that here: Love for all the Saints).

A new construction project has begun. A Computer lab/Homework building! 3 teams have come down so far and have made crazy progress on the building. Walls are built, roof is on and now they’re working on the inside! This room is going to be such a blessing once it’s all finished with (hopefully) a brand new library! White boards, colorful walls, computers and lots of learning!

A new intern has come down, Julie! She has been such a blessing and such a sweet addition to our Casa de Bendicion family. Her fast friendship has been a great encouragement to me. She has been sent from Redemption Church in DelRay, Florida and we all love having her here. We’ve both shared much laughter in the past month. Especially late at night when we’re both tired and everything is hilarious! Julie’s love for the Lord is so deep and refreshing to see around here.

July will be the start of our VBS down here in Mexico. We’ll be having 2 weeks in 4 different town. Bachiniva, Por Venir, San Juanito and Naquiachi. Please be in prayer for those weeks (July 10-21). As summer vacation is right around the corner, please continue to be in prayer for the kids who will be leaving us for a few weeks in the summer. That they’d stay safe, enjoy family time and remember all that they’ve been taught here at the orphanage and at church.

I think that’s it for now! My next blog will definitely be sooner than they have been!

Enjoy the rest of June and the heat of summer!







On February 20, Juan turned 14 years old. When I first came to the orphanage he was only 12 and a very different boy from the young man I know today.

When I first came to Bachiniva, he was very shy at first, very quick to get upset and frequently shut down. It was hard for me to form a friendship with him at first, because he always had such a bad attitude with me. In the culture of the Tarahumara Indians, there is no respect given to women. And we’ve seen that first hand here at the orphanage. Juan was one of the first kids that always got under my skin, talked rudely to me, and the one I had to pray for…a lot, to make sure my heart was in the right place when I talked to him. Which, to be honest, there were many moments I acted in my flesh.

As my time at the orphanage continued and I stayed and became a part of the children’s lives the Lord showed me that the main reason Juan and I started our friendship so rocky was because he was on the defense. He was trying to protect himself. Trying to be prepared for the worst.

Out of all the kids at the orphanage, Juan and one other boy are true orphans. Wards of the state. He was left at an orphanage and kept getting passed around to a few others, ones that were so cruel and rough, before he ended up here with us. As I got to understand Juan more, who he was as a person and young man trying to learn what it meant to be a man, I saw such sweet moments and many hard ones.

Juan is the second oldest boy at the orphanage, the third oldest of all the kids. Because he was left at a young age and passed around to many orphanages, when he first came to Casa de Bendicion, he didn’t know how to read or write. He can be very quick to get angry, quickly shut down and have a bad attitude. As time has gone on, he has opened up immensely.

He is slowly but VERY surely, learning how to read and write. I have the privilege of tutoring him Monday and Tuesday mornings. He also has special evening classes that another worker takes him to every Monday evening. He is one of the hardest workers I have ever met. He will GLADLY work outside with the guys doing construction, cut wood, help clean inside the house, cut grass or anything else that needs work. Juan is there, ready for a job. He’s also been really into learning how to cook. The past few times I’ve been in the kitchen cooking, he wants to help chop, stir and serve because as he says, “I need to learn how to cook for when I’m an old man”. He is a great soccer player. For many of you who have come down on trips, a lot of you know he’s got the moves! He has learned how to make coffee and likes to drink it black with the adults…”like the cowboys”. Juan is pretty good with numbers, so a lot of days we play UNO and the card game Speed. Over the past year and a half, I’ve been blessed with seeing the Lord work mightily in Juan’s life. His love for the Lord has grown, his desire to go to church and youth group is so present. During our tutor times in the mornings, he always wants to practice reading in his Bible rather than another book. He loves to pray, sing worship songs and learn more about the Savior of the world.

As I write this in the dining room, Juan is enjoying some guy time watching Basketball. Every time I see him, talk to him or watch as he grows as a young man, I’m always in awe of how the Lord works in all of the kids’ lives and how he has a plan for each and everyone of them.

As you all pray for the kids down here, please be in prayer for their growth in the orphanage. That us staff can minister to them and show them how to be strong men and women of God. Pray for Juan that he would continue to dedicate time to his tutoring and learning to read and write as that is VERY important for him to learn. Ask the Lord to guard his heart, soul, mind and life from the snares of sin and temptation and that he would hungrily come to the Lord daily and his desire for the Lord would grow.


P.S. Juan is very difficult to take pictures of because as soon as he realizes there’s a camera, he’s gone…



Gladis, Gladucha, Gladiola, Retaco, Gladuchan, Conejita and Shorty are just a few of the names we have for our youngest here at the orphanage.

She first came to us in September 2015 as a 3 year old, with her brother, Angel, and their cousin, Idaly. She was the youngest of our 16 kids then & our chubbiest. When she sat at the  dinner table, her head barely went over the table. She mostly vacuumed her food up from the plate. Gladis is such a sweetheart. She loves to laugh, hug and cuddle. She loves to pray with the big girls, sing alabanza (worship), likes to wash dishes with Lupe, her favorite cartoons are Mickey Mouse and Peppa Pig. She knows all of her letters and the sounds they make and how to count to 100 with help on the multiples of 10 (I was just told this at a school meeting on Friday!)

Gladis used to always want to be carried. Everywhere. She wanted to be in someone’s arms, held tightly and snuggled. It’s still the same today. Gladis loves to help, loved to boss others around and likes to think she’s one of the big girls. Which at times can get her into trouble. Gladis is the only one in Kindergarten this year which means I am blessed to spend a lot of one on one time with her.

In the morning around 7:30, I wake Gladis and get her ready for school. We usually get a good hour to ourselves. We eat breakfast together, laugh a little, talk a bit and hang out. I drop her off at kindergarten around 8:50. During our car rides, I’ve started memorixing scripture with her. With an app I have, we get a new verse every week and she’s been doing very well! I then pick her up from school at 12:40 and bring her home with Luis a few hours before the rest of the kids get home. Our afternoons differ day to day. We drink hot chocolate, play “Store”, read books, she helps me fold clothes, we just sit and color, sometimes we bake and other times we just do whatever she asks to do.

On February 3rd, we celebrated her 5th birthday. She requested pizza for her dinner and she joyfully helped me bake chocolate chip cookies for snack. Gladis loves to be in the kitchen, licking the spatulas, bringing out the ingredients, mixing the dough and placing them on the cookie sheets. For her party on Saturday, it was Peppa Pig themed. We watched a Peppa Pig episode, colored, had balloon animals made, sang “Happy Birthday”, ate cake then went out for PIZZA!

When Gladis first came to the orphanage, she had a very difficult time sleeping through the night. It was my first plunge into “motherhood”. Waking up every night, along with some other staff members, to soothe her, pray over her and calm her down as she would wake up screaming and crying in the middle of the night. We went months trying to figure out how to calm her. We made her take naps after she got home from school, we played music throughout the night in her room, we’d pray for her every night before bed, we’d sleep on the floor in the girls’ room, we’d let her cry it out and we’d give her as much love and comfort she needed. It was hard. Whoever was up with her in the night would be so tired the next day and then we’d all try to find ways to get her sleeping all night. Saturday night, she woke up crying for the first time in a very long time. I think what may have happened is she woke up coughing a bunch and she popped her ear badly and then she was having ear infection-like pains. All night. Every 45 minutes – 1 hour, she would wake up screaming and crying because of the pain in her ear. I brought her a hot washcloth, prayed over her, held her, looked up home remedies (apparently peppermint essential oil works well) so I got out my bottle and slathered that oil all around her ear. It seemed to help a lot! Praise God! Now, she’s out and about, playing and laughing as per usual.

Spiritually, Gladis is not saved. As she has been growing up in the church, with us here at the orpahanage, she knows a lot about the Lord, Bible stories, she knows a lot of answers to the Sunday School questions in her class. Gladis loves to sing (and LOUDLY) praises and loves to memorize scripture. With all of this, I’m praying, with the rest of the staff, that her heart be softened to the Lord, and that she would understand her desperate need for Christ. I am hopeful, as I trust in the Lord and His word, that seeds are being planted and that none of His word will return to Him void. He is the sovereign Lord over her life. He has entrusted myself along with 8 other individuals, to carry out the gospel into her life. To pray for her soul, read the word to her and tell Gladis of the beauty that was accomplished on the cross by Jesus Christ.

As you all pray for these kids and pray for their time here with us at the orphanage, pray for the souls. For the hearts to come to the know the Truth, to understand the Lord’s amazing love for them. Please, also pray for myself and the rest of the staff. That we would do a good job, with the guidance of Christ, to lead them to the Lord, to share with them the Gospel and not take any moment for granted as we minister to these children.

Walking Worthy

Ice cold mornings, frozen water pipes, lots of hot chocolate, tea & coffee, bible reading, laundry washing, sweeping, mopping, cooking, answering the same question 20 times, coughs & runny noses, exercise, laughing, many naps, bumpy roads, book reading, podcast listening, bible verse memorization, dance parties, bible story time, prayer & worship and goodnight kisses & hugs is just a little bit of what this past month has been about.

Starting 2017 has been amazing so far! Coming back to Mexico after my break in the States has been so fun & filled with such love, but also some sadness.

If any of you are following the orphanage blog (https://www.thehouseofblessing.org/), many of you are aware that our little Teresa is no longer with us for the time being. Her father came and picked her up a little after Christmas and has not returned her to the orphanage. After weeks of trying to get a hold of a family member of Teresa’s, the co-director for the orphanage went up to the mountains a couple weekends ago and talked to one of her uncles. We then found out that she is believed to be in the state of Sinaloa, which is South of our state of Chihuahua. There’s been some talk about Teresa coming back to the orphanage in February. However, until she does come back, we trust in the Lord and His faithfulness in doing His work in her life.

As we wait for the Lord to bring her back we trust in His word and pray…

“And those who know Your name will put their trust in You; for You, Lord have not forsaken those who seek You.” (Psalm 9.10)

The past couple of days, I’ve been battling a little stomach bug. I think it’s a 24-hour sickness, but today I’m just really weak and exhausted. I haven’t gotten this sick since sophomore year and throwing up is, I think, one of the worst things! Yuck! Please keep my health in prayer as I try to recover and get ready for my call time at 5:00am tomorrow morning! Here in the orphanage, there are many kids with awful coughs and runny noses. As its been so cold here, recovery from these colds has taken a while. Please pray the Lord would heal these kids and to not have any germs passed around (as that is mostly what happens with 20 people living in the same house).

Every last Friday of the month, the kids in town get the day off of school. So, in January, we opened the doors to the church for about 4 hours and had a mini VBS. The theme that was “The Prodigal Son”. It was such a sweet time for me to see all of these kids singing worship songs, memorizing the bible verse, making artwork and playing fun games, all while learning of the Father’s love for each of us. All the kids loved out fun balloon games and our pig game with no laughing allowed. We ended the day with a sweet time of worship and of course, FOOD!

Over the past two months, the Lord has been working on my heart a lot in regards to “walking worthy…” (Colossians 1.10). As I’ve been reading through His word everyday and seeking how to best walk worthy of the calling He has called me to, Mark 13 verse 10, which reads: “The gospel must first be preached to all the nations.” In meditating over that verse and understanding the severity of needing to preach the gospel, I’m learning what it means to walk worthy of my calling. My calling to preach the gospel to all nations. Within that calling, the Lord has brought me down here to Mexico to preach the gospel to these beautiful children. Through washing their clothes, cooking their meals, cleaning, tutoring, driving them to school, putting them to bed, playing play-dough with them, playing HORSE outside, laughing with them, taking care of the runny noses and coughs, I am to be preaching the gospel. As I serve them, with love, care and grace (though at times I do not do any of those things…praise God for new mercies!), my prayer as with the rest of the staff, is to show every single kid the true love of Jesus and His forgiveness.

I pray that as we each get up every day, wherever we are, whatever we need to check off our to-do lists, may we walk worthy of the Lord’s calling on our lives. As we wash clothes, make dinner, give out medicine, read the Word, scrub toilets, hug a child, help with homework, pray for a friend, watch t.v., read a book, eat or drink, let us do it heartily to the Lord and not to men, giving thanks to God and glorifying Him.





Looking Forward…

Another year has flown by and yet again, 2016 is one for the books. 

This year, I packed my bags and said “Goodbye, Washington…Hello, México!” I learned how to braid 9 girls’ hair in 30 minutes, cook sufficiently for 30+ people, give a bible study completely in Spanish and teach in the Children’s Ministry using Spanish. I’ve learned how to live without electricity and water, I’ve made some of the best friends I could ask for who have become my family. I’m learning how to rest in the Lord, how to be fully satisfied in Him and I’m learning what it means to live out the bible verse “whether, then, you eat or drink or whatever you do, do all to the glory of God” (1 Cor. 10:31, NKJV). I’m trying to understand football and all that involves being a Seahawks fan.  I’m learning how to be a teacher, sister, friend, mother, caregiver, launderer, chauffeur, and more, all with the grace and love of my Savior. 

I think one of the biggest things I learned this year was community. A word I’ve been learning for a few years now, but one that didn’t fully come into play until this year. When I officially moved down to Mexico in April 2016, so many of you rallied around me, prayed for me, encouraged me, supported me financially and truly asking me how I was doing and how the children were doing in the orphanage. Many of you came down on missions trips, bringing with you encouragement, supplies for the children and staff, the English language (haha!), snacks that can only be found in the U.S., books, and more financial support and good conversation filled with the Lord that can sometimes be hard to come by. This year was the first year the Lord truly blew me away by His care for me, the staff and kids. He sweetly reminded me that we aren’t alone and have a beautiful team of sisters and brothers in Christ rallying around us. 

I already know 2017 is going to be the best year yet! After talking with many of you this past year, I trust that the Lord is going to do amazing works in all of us. The Lord brought this verse to mind,

“For My thoughts are not your thoughts, nor are your ways My ways,” says the Lord. “For as the heavens are higher than the earth, so are My ways higher than your ways, and My thoughts than your thoughts.” Isaiah 55:8-9, NKJV

For this coming year, I am asking in faith that you all pray and seek the Lord in partnering with me in doing the Lord’s work in México. Whether it be support through finances or in prayer, I am asking you all to help me in bringing the gospel to the town of Bachiniva, but more so to the 19 children God has graciously placed within our care. 

Here are some ways that you can support me financially and spiritually:

1. A big need for me this coming year is raising funds to cover living expenses. As of now, my funds for Room & Board are completely funded, praise the Lord! Although my room and board is covered, I still need funds for health insurance, my phone bill, toiletry items, extra food I buy for myself, saving for my trips to El Paso every 6 months and furlough every year, going out with some friends and other things that come up throughout the year. Please pray for God’s provision. If you desire to support me financially, please visit http://thechapel.church/donate to Angelica Murillo.

2. We need much prayer for God to give the House of Blessing wisdom in how to better care for and minister to the children.

Many of them have no prior education experience when they enter the Casa and are very far behind. I’ve been learning and researching a lot of ways to teach children who have suffered trauma, have learning disabilities and sensory issues. If any of you have resources regarding teaching young children or on sensory and learning disabilities, please send them our way! Resources may come in the form of books, articles, manipulative tools or anything you come across.

3. Prayer for me as I return back home to Bachiniva on Friday. During this wonderful month on furlough, the Lord has richly blessed me in conversations with you all over coffee, meals and laughs. This month, I’ve been praying for specific ways to personally minister and bless the kids as the new year starts. Right now, I’m the only adult female on the girls side, so there are many opportunities the Lord is opening up to be more personal with the niñas. I’ve been looking into a lot of bible reading plans for girls of different ages, ways to daily speak of Christ in everyday situations and how to best be an example. Please pray that I take advantage of opportunities and that Christ would be glorified. 

Thank you all so much for your prayers and dedication to this work. Here are some pictures I’ve saved from the last year…Disfruta!! (Enjoy!)
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Winter Update

Today, I’ve been visiting the states for 13 days, with 17 more to go! Since I’ve been back, visiting family and friends, I can’t help but think of the kids and family I left back in Mexico. I’m constantly checking the time, to see what they’re doing, whether it be homework, dinner, wake-up or bedtime. I’m thinking of the past year since I last spent Christmas down there and praying they are safe and enjoying these days the Lord has given us.

I just read my Christmas Eve post from last year, since you know, I’m a reminiscer, and I got a little teary. Remembering when I spent my first Christmas away from my mom and family and spending it with lots of little ones and truly experiencing the Christmas season in a very new light.

This year, I’ve been very happy to be back visiting my family. Catching up on the latest, seeing movies with my mom, binge watching Hallmark, napping, eating and laughing have been such balm to my soul. Friday night, my siblings left my mom and me to watch “Rogue One”, so my mom and I had a sweet evening to ourselves, watching a WWII movie in the theatre, eating hamburgers and talking until we fell asleep on the couch. At the movies, there was a scene in bootcamp when the Sergeant was inspecting his men and the scene was so funny my mom and I were crying/laughing in the theatre. We couldn’t keep it together! We’d calm down, then one of us would make a little chuckle and we’d start all over again, laughing so hard tears streammed down our faces! Good thing it was just us two and another gentleman in there or we probably would’ve been shushed or kicked out. HA!

Since arriving back in Washington, the Lord has so kindly given me lots of times of getting together with friends and family, but also times of staying home, reading ad napping. I’ve been able to enjoy some very cold weather including snow and rain! Watching lots of Christmas movies nd just resting. There’s a lot of rest going on. Which has been so good. With much time to read the word, be in prayer and get ready for the next year. My time with the Lord has grown and the Lord has been showing me amazing things in His word about walking worthy of His calling in my life and how to live fully pleasing Him. It’s a little odd being here in Washington and not have a lot going on. During the day I’m pretty free and able to do whatever, which is a luxury I haven’t had in a long while. It took me a couple days of doing nothing to get used to doing nothing, hahah! It’s been nice to not have to wash laundry every day and clean toilets. Yet, the Lord has allowed me to serve in other capacities here. I’ve been able to help clean some houses of my family members, cook and just enjoy life a bit at a slower pace.

This week I have quite a few meetings to go to and dinner invites, taking time to talk with families about what’s going on down in Mexico and my hopes for the future at the orphanage. I have an Elders meeting this week; a time of prayer, discussing how I’m doing down in Mexico and some things I’d like to see occur when I go back down. I am so very excited to see the Lord move and work in these times with brothers and sisters in the Lord. To prepare for the coming year for some exciting things taking place at the orphanage and what is to come. I will be sharing some of the new plans in my next blog post, the last one of the year and will also share of some ways you can all join with me in support!

Please be in prayer for the next week as I prepare for meetings. Pray for the Lord to speak to me and through me clearly, to prepare me mentally, physically and emotionally for my trip back to Mexico in a couple of weeks. And to enjoy my time here in Washington.

I hope you are all having a marvelous December and enjoying the Christmas season with the ones you love. I will write very soon!